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Wednesday, January 26, 2011
 Hello . Hi . Hey . Wassup .
Yesterday slept early at about 6am cause I and lil sis watched Industani movie-.- Like seriously, we have nothing better else to do. My drug finish already & I'm like going crazy. Watched "Dil tuh pagal heh" & like OMG. I have serious issues. Oh wait. Before I go on about my lovey dovey shit kann. Lets like do me & my lil sis routine which is CRITISIZING THAT FAT BITCH :DD * gimme 5 !*
From Ahgirl Cinaa ; Hey Fatty . How are you doing? Heard from Abang you called him. Can u like, please,stay away from my family. Go back to your bangla's father family or somehting. You have issues sia fatty. You should like go to London Weight Management or something. You know what? You said you wanted time before you go home right?? Now Im telling you. PLEASE DONT COME BACK. You aree SOO not needed. Cos my room have no space for you. Makes everything cramp -.- Gimme a break . PLUS you are like spreading your KUTU KUTU around! Haiyahh. Later kena my fiance and my lil sis siaa. Stop giving pple problems & kutus please. Go and like kill yourself or something. Nowonder you have no friends. Like duhh. Hope you like stuck your head in the toilet bowl or something. Bye.
From Niyasan: oi KUTURAINI . Seriously you have serious ISSUES . Like now me and my sis already have like your KUTUS . Serious shit . You giving me alot of problems you know . Can you like DIE already ( somebody shoot her DEAD ) like seriously . You need to go to like a hair treatment or weight management . Well what can i say , you have UGLY IN YOUR BLOOD . (unlike me and my sis :)))) yeapp . and one more thing , if you ever step into me and shaliza house like ever again , this time she will not give you the benjol you know . I WILL . dont until the beer bottles in our room all break sia bcoz of you . And dont worry , WE WILL STANDBY MASKING TAPE . :DD bye KUTURAINI . u suck . oh yes you do .
Okayy now like you all must be wondering who's picture is that ontop. I mean who's the guy. Noo, he's not the guy I've been talking about. The guy I've been always talking about never et me kee his picture. Obviously he doesn't want anybody to know that we have something on. Like whatever. He have a girlfriend. Why can't i like wake up ?? Oh where was I ? The guy above is my Ex.. His name is Mael.. Hmm.. Yeahh true enough, I loved him. But I moved on almost instantly. He brought me watch a movie, tittled Rapunzel. And it was great. I loved it. It was memoriable. We would spent like hours on the phone before sleeping. He's a good guy. But he's not made for me. Mael called me just now.. Hmmm. I feel like he is still not over me. But I told him, Im enggaged & he still dont belive. He asked for his picture. & I said I already posted them on fb. Why would he want it? Haiss. When the guy I like, wont even let me have his pict? WIERD.
Let me start with my lovey dovey shit about the guy I like. -.- Yaaa. You can close down my page now. Lols. My baboon :D Just now I slept like around 6 in the morning & I dreamt something really bad. Like a nightmare. A very SCARY nightmare. Then my lil sis was like "Ehhh you were like crying cam hilang laki sia." Then I saw my missed calls & DAMN he called me . @ aound 8 plus. Why the hell did he call me soooo early in the morning ?! DAMN DAMN ! Why ddn't I pick up !! Stupid me. Then I called abang. Abg suddenly asked me what I dreamt. & I was like how you know sia? He told me I called him before and crying told him thn I dreamt something bad about "him" then I put down. Seriously -.- Did I do that? I can't remember =.= EMBARASSING. Seriously I have to stop SLEEP-TALKING. I have issues friends. So yeahh what I wanted to say... I watched the Industand movie.. & it was about love. I miss him alot. Sometimes I feel like slapping him, at the same time I feel like hugging him. Sometimes I feel like I never want to see his face, at the same time, I miss him. Sometimes I feel like never picking up his calls, yet I'll be waiting and hoping his numbr will appear. Sometimes I feel that I hate him but my heart keeps saying "I love you". WHY IS THIS SOOO CONFUSING ?!?!?!? Damnit ! There is a big problem here. We both know there is. We both are deeply in love with each other but both of us dont wanna tell each other. Soowhy can't you just tell me that you love me, so it will end all this restlessness between us. This confusion this misery this heartbreak. Now Im telling you, I love you. Do you?
Love, Ahgirl Cinaa~
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