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Tuesday, February 8, 2011


Hey . Hi . Hello .


Long time no update. I know. Its not that Im not online. I wa online everyday. I just dont know what to write about anymore. Why is it always like this uh? I made this blog, actually its for him. Cause I know, he have not much time for me, so I thought, if he reads my blog, he will know what I've been up to, what have I been doing. & I've been thinking about him non-stop. When I should have stop long time ago.
Which part of him just wanna make use of me don't I understand? Which part of it? Maybe the part when he said I love you. Maybe it was the part when he told me he thought about me more than anyone else. The part when he told me when he was at work, he had always wanted to dial my number. The part where he held me close. The part where he said sorry to me for not bringing me to the zoo. Hais.


My brain is like exploding. I am getting fatter & fatter. Like seriously. I dont feel hot at all. :(
So sad. Haiyaa. What I know is tonight Im gonna to work, so tomorrow I will make my new tatoo. Thats my aim. My new tatoo at my back. Can't wait. Tu ponn kalau I get to werk ahh tonight. Haisss.
Just now I sleep arund 8 in th morning. Then I pengsan sia. Sleep like pig. @ 6 plus in th evening than wake up. Tu pon pakserh diri nyer bangon sia. Haiyaa. Check my phone & BELAMBAK siaa misscall.
Wahlaowehh.
Famous tol lahh aku ni. But yes, he called me. He called me !!
& I DIDN'T FUCKING PICK UP !
What is wrong with me?
Haiyaaa. Like I said Im confused. What should I do? Should I ignore my ego? Just continue loving him like how I've always been loving him? Or should I follow my ego and let him go forever. Hate him and bear all my grudges towards him? Which one? Help me lahh :((
Last 2 days, I slept early, around 1am plus. And guess what he wanted to came :( Again I missed th chance. I keep missing the chances of me meeting or talking to him. Haiss.

God, I want to hear his voice please ? Please ? Just one more time will do.
Let me have a proper goodbye with him. Dont leave us like this. I dont have the strenght to cope with this separation. I cannot . I CAN NOT ! If we are fated, we will meet again. If not, that I will just let it be.


Love,
AHGIRLCINAA

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